“LISTEN UP!”

Scripture Lesson:  Matthew 17: 1-9

Dr. Matthew Brown
February 6, 2005

 

As a rather slow-thinking introvert whose vocation is centered around speaking in public, I must confess that I have always had a love/hate relationship with words.  I love the sound of words well-spoken or well-written.  I love searching for that synonym that reveals a different shade of meaning.  Doesn’t ... say so much more than ...?  I love words like ubiquitous and ... and ..., and I am dulled by words like “special” and that ubiquitous interjection “like”.  “He was, like, sooo angry, and I was, like, ‘Talk to the hand.’”

 

And yet, as a weak-minded introvert, my love of words has always bumped up against my inability to utter them meaningfully in conversation and my unhealthy fear of coming across as an idiot.  Those unctuous-tongued extroverts in our midst may not understand, but believe it or not, there are those of us who sit staring at a phone for prolonged periods as we rehearse over and over what we will say, even if it is just to inquire what time a store closes.  Believe it or not there are those of us suffer immense inner agony in on-on-one conversations, whether they be with complete strangers or those we love dearly.  “I should say something.  Should I say something?  But I don’t know what to say, and would they even want to hear what I have to say?  -  So, how ya doin?   -  O, that was profound!  How ya doin’?  I’ll bet Shakespeare’s green with envy.”

 

I want to be witty, I want to be urbane, but in the fear of the moment, words so often fail me.

 

Yet, for all my paucity of intelligible dialogue, we are a people awash in words, aren’t we.

 

With one keystroke (Do we still use that word?) or one mash of a button I gain access to the cover of the New York Times, CNN, The Los Angeles Times, or the BBC.  If I Google the word, ..., I could spend days browsing .... sights waxing eloquent about the subject. 

 

Who would have thought thirty years ago that basic cable meant having the choice of almost eighty television networks?  On a recent morning at 5:30 am, if you were not watching a certain distinguished anchorman/ baritone offer up the latest headlines, you might be watching scenes from an Academy award winning movie or you might be watching someone critique the backswing of a golfer who will never walk down PGA fairway, or you might be watching one of forty different infomercials hawking everything from mysterious vitamins to products not suitable for mention here.  And, tell me, who’s getting out their credit cards and picking up the phone an hour and a half before the sun rises?

 

And speaking of phones, isn’t it incredible how proficient we have become at performing most of life’s tasks with one hand, the other being forever connected to the ear by a piece of cellular technology so advanced it makes Dick Tracy seem like a tale of the Dark Ages?

 

There is always someone talking in our lives.  Yet, isn’t it ironic that as this swell of words overwhelms us, our attention spans have become shorter and shorter.  Believe me, as a preacher, I’m well aware of this phenomenon.  Let me let you in on a little secret before you indulge the temptation to wish me a good afternoon with the emphasis on after-NOON, when church lets out at 12: 05.  I’ve heard it before.

 

You should consider yourselves lucky.  Listen to Robert Baillie’s description of the worship he attended at the  Westminster Assembly in the mid-1640’s:  “After Dr. Twisse had begun with a brief prayer, Mr. Marshall prayed large for two hours, most divinely confessing the sins of the members of the Assembly in a wonderfully pathetic and prudent way.  After that, Mr. Arrowsmith preached one hour; then a psalm; thereafter Mr. Vines prayed near two hours, and Mr. Palmer preached one hour, and Mr. Seaman prayed near two hours; then a psalm.  After that Mr. Henderson brought them to a short, sweet conference of the heart-confessed and other seen faults in the Assembly, to be remedied. 

 

Dr. Twisse closed with a short prayer and blessing.”

Twenty minutes doesn’t seem so long now, does it?

 

Yet, I’ll be the first to admit that in this world of words, my attention span is waning.  Do you ever find yourselves in mid-conversation and realize that while your friend or acquaintance has been talking, your mind has taken a holiday and you panic at the thought of trying to gracefully re-enter the conversation?

 

Barbara Brown Taylor writes that, “the most unfortunate side-effect of all the noise is that many of us have become hard of hearing.  We learn to filter out the words that are not necessary to our lives the same way we learn to sleep in a house near the railroad tracks.  Our brains show that most people recall only about twenty-five percent of what they have heard in the past few days.  We do not listen well.”

 

So often, when another person is speaking, rather than listening, we are using the time to think what we want to say.  Kathy Thompson, who teaches courses on conversation, confesses, “At our house, we warn new friends to be careful because we treat conversation like a competitive sport.  The first one to take a breath is considered the listener.”

 

Though we are a busy people who take pride in our ability to do several things at once, listening is not a skill amenable to multi-tasking.  I spend too much of my life asking the question, “What’d he say?”

 

If we struggle to pay attention to those around us, what are we missing when it comes to the One whose voice ushered in creation itself, the One who formed us in our mother’s womb, the One who knows our jumbled words before they reach our parched lips?

Many of us found our way to church because at some point in our lives we felt the touch, heard the voice, experienced the palpable presence and power of the living God.  Often, we refer to these mysterious, numinous events as “mountain-top” experiences, a term probably finding it’s origin in the encounters between Moses and God upon those middle-eastern mountains.  The Moses chronicles form the backdrop for today’s scripture lesson in which we find three disciples traveling with Jesus (where?) up a high mountain, and there they hear the very voice of God and see Jesus in a whole new light.  Just as in the stories of Moses, there is a cloud, a shining face, a bright light, and talk of tented tabernacles.  The captivating teacher and healer who called Peter, James, and John away from their fishing boats is transfigured before them.

 

To help us understand what is happening here, Tom Long suggests, “If someone stands on the bank of a lake and gazes into the water, often the glare of sunlight on the water allows only the surface to be seen.  If a cloud passes overhead, however, suddenly the surface is made transparent and the depths of the lake revealed.”  Here on the mountain, in the same way, when the divine cloud comes, the disciples and the readers are able to see past the surface identity into the depths of the full nature of Jesus.  That’s the mountain-top, where for maybe the briefest of moments, the blurry and the faint, become clear through the palpable presence of the light of Christ and we are suddenly lost in wonder, love, and praise.

 

The promise of God given to Moses and carried on by Elijah is fulfilled here in Jesus standing before the disciples, and they fall on their faces and are filled with awe.

A true mountain-top experience.  I’ve heard some writers refer to our mountain-top experiences as thin places, places where the veil that separates earth and heaven is so thin you can almost see through it. 

 

It doesn’t have to happen on a mountain in some designated holy land.  It can happen in almost any place, at any time, but it is helpful to be paying attention.  The one request the voice of heaven offered that day was that we listen to/listen for Jesus.  But remember, listening is not amenable to multi-tasking.  The disciples needed time apart from their blackberries and text-messengers and calendars and agendas and distractions and so do we. 

 

In this world where we are constantly so bombarded by so many words, what can we do to listen to Jesus, and thus recognize the thin places into which we may walk unaware?

Frederich Buechner says, “The question is not whether the things that happen to you are chance things or God’s things because, of course, they are both at once.  There is no chance thing through which God cannot speak - even the walk from the house to the garage that you have walked ten thousand times before, even the moments when you cannot believe there is a God who speaks at all anywhere.  He speaks, I believe, and the words he speaks are incarnate in the flesh and blood of our selves and of our own footsore and sacred journeys. . .  To live without listening at all is to live deaf to the fullness of the music.” 

 

The one who said, “I am with you always” is with each of us on each of our journeys.  Are we listening, not to all the words, but THE Word made flesh?  The mountain-top is not so far away, indeed the presence of God is always near.  Are we listening?  Amen.

 

 

Resources: 

Walter Lingle - Presbyterians, Their History and Beliefs

Barbara Brown Taylor - The Silence of God

Tom Long - Matthew

Frederich Buechner - Listening to Your Life

 

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